I don't know where I am or how I am feeling, all I know is I don't like this feeling and I don't know what to do. Have you ever felt like you are somewhere in the middle, like... you don't know where you are? Have you ever been awake but feel like you are asleep? Have you ever sat in the dark, seeking for light? have you ever kept walking but not know the direction of the path you are on? Have you ever wanted to stop hurting but enjoy the pain? have you ever want to do something but feel powerless? have you ever wanted to change a situation but uncertain of your feleings toward the situation?

Believe me I am not speaking in riddles just speaking my mind, trying to give you a picture of where I stand. And if you read this properly, you will see what I mean by "somewhere in the middle".

I don't know where I am standing, but it feels wrong to be here. I feel like I need to be somewherelse, just not here. Do you get what I mean?

Have you ever wanted a hug, but all the hugs don't satisfy? have you ever hoped for something but all that you have doesn't give you hope? have you ever been here?

If you have and you found your way to a better place, let me know... I'll be waiting.